shed a tear or two
act like everything's okay
will they ever be?
things always have to screw me over
i've found sadness in what i only thought happiness could come from
thursdays have always been the worst
silence pounds on my head like a drum
i can't take it much longer
heat and silence slowly beat me down

i'm running up a downward spiral
falling down to the end of the world
blood shatters the dream
tears of blood
slowly spreading across the broken pieces to my toes
flooding my mind
bursting the seams

a spot of white came to my glance
it overflowed with happiness
but soon melted and blended into this blackness
in a world of black, all white is drowned out
and left tattered and gray
stick around to discover what is hidden beneath
i'm afraid
i don't know how to fix it
i just want to make others happy
i'd like to forget about myself
and run up the downward spiral
so i can fall to the end of the world